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Hollister
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California
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United States
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Sep, 07 2008
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| I like to say I live my life with reckless abandon. I tend to jump head first into most situations. Try not to bother with things that don't make me happy. When I laugh, I mean it. I've been told I have no conscience--only looking out for number one sort of thing. I feel this statement is only half true, but I guess if it's been said, you should probably be forewarned. I always say, "I love being me...it's the only thing I'm good at." Most of the time I believe this statement and truly feel complete within myself, but being that I AM human, sometimes the glass really is half empty and I lose my footing completely. I try to be optimistic, to look for the little things in life. Maybe that's why the big things generally send me running in the opposite direction. I see beauty all around me. I appreciate small moments more than special occasions. I hate to plan. Just go with it and everything will be just fine. I highly doubt I will ever feel compelled to give up my childish pleasures--Sand Angels will always dominate against Snow Angels. I don't hesitate to chase seagulls on the beach or pigeons in the park. I like to feed the ducks. I still eat grilled cheese sandwiches, otter pops and double-scoop waffle-cones. I so don't want to grow up, it seems so redundant. I want to feel my freedom and not be tied down, or up. If it doesn't kill me it'll make me stronger, or so I've been told. I've made my own mistakes, some I've learned from while others I'm still figuring out. Sorry I didn't read the warning signs guys, I guess I needed to see it for myself. I wish for a time when I will feel complete acceptance within myself and toward others. I wish we could all stop being so GodDamn judgmental all the time, but we're all guilty. I'm in a period in my life when I've finally realized I need to get all of this self destruction out of my system before I bring too many unfortunate innocent bystanders down with me. This, to me, will be my greatest achievement. Hopefully someday I will have something tangible and sturdy, but as of now I am afraid that tangible sturdiness will be a weight at my feet when it is my time to soar. Until that day comes when I finally welcome my anchors, I think I'll mosey along, smell the flowers, admire the sunsets and count the stars. Maybe take more long walks on the beach and discover more words to truly express the way I feel. |
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| Hair : |
Light Brown hair |
| Eye Color : |
Green |
| Body Type : |
Slim/slender |
| Ethnicity : |
White / Caucasian |
| Education : |
Bachelors degree |
| Religion : |
Christian / Protestant |
| Smoking : |
Don't Smoke |
| Drinking : |
Drink Socially / Occasionally |
| Children : |
I have No Kids |
| Languages I speak : |
English,Spanish |
| Status : |
Single |
| I am here for : |
Dating,Friends,Relationships |
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| TV |
Television is for people with nothing better to do. Unless it's Family Guy. Family Guy is a direct communication from God. |
| Movies |
Are so much better than television. Period. |
| Books |
The World According to Garp, Running with Scissors, Cosmopolitan, the infamous trash tabloids, Playboy, FHM... |
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| SchoolName : |
Cuesta College |
| Graduated : |
2007 |
| Degree : |
B-Degree |
| Location : |
California,United States |
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| SchoolName : |
Gavilan College |
| Graduated : |
2005 |
| Degree : |
A-Degree |
| Location : |
California,United States |
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| SchoolName : |
San Benito High |
| Graduated : |
2003 |
| Degree : |
High School Diploma |
| Location : |
California,United States |
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